" my faded heart "
       
     
"restless"
       
     
"christmas"
       
     
" pathway "
       
     
" alone "
       
     
" reflections "
       
     
" forgotten childhood "
       
     
" searching "
       
     
" fading "
       
     
" safe "
       
     
" my faded heart "
       
     
" my faded heart "

short story by Omay Goksu 

dated 2008 - continuing  

cameras: Contax t2 - Contax g2 - Nikon 28ti - Leica cm

“my faded heart” begins in 2008 and is an emotional journey that attempts to collect and highlight an intense experience of self reflection and discovery detaining specific emotional's  such as: separation - fear - emptiness and displacement. 

All photography / moving image provide a sense of this psychological journey to understand oneself and the growing expectations towards personal change and development.  

The decision to re-visit and include selected scenarios had been carefully gathered all having close connection with the past and present. Perhaps a method used to active a connection or to reconnect to understand the present.   

From childhood parks - place of birth - family house  - becoming a father were all investigated and opened a series of emotions that perhaps may allowed some clarification to be given to both medially and physically well begin. 

"restless"
       
     
"restless"
"christmas"
       
     
"christmas"
" pathway "
       
     
" pathway "
" alone "
       
     
" alone "
" reflections "
       
     
" reflections "
" forgotten childhood "
       
     
" forgotten childhood "
" searching "
       
     
" searching "
" fading "
       
     
" fading "
" safe "
       
     
" safe "